I feel scared and lost sometimes in today’s society. These feelings are not new. These feelings have always been around and they are engraved within the human condition. But this time it feels different. I sometimes feel all of these things but what’s bugging me is in today’s world, in those moments, I don’t always feel myself. The world is changing in ways that could be hard to understand. It sometimes feels like an everlasting battle being asked to pay attention in a world that is currently unrecognizable.
How can I participate in this battle if I don’t recognize myself sometimes? There’s sometimes this empty space that I can’t figure out or understand fully and that terrifies me. That space is filled with so much uncertainty. It’s in these moments where I sometimes feel heavy and powerless. I’d love to work on myself and improve better. The ability to understand myself better seems like a high luxury that I am craving.
